Say Yes to Health

2014 has just opened its gate. Most of you are done with your New Year's resolution list. I am pretty certain that "diet" tops the list. Everyone wants a hot physique. Who doesn't?

Angular cheeks, scrawny legs, visible clavicle, small bust, and a slightly flat buttocks - This is what I got after planning to gain weight and look a bit plump. However, what I got was the other side of the coin.

Last April, I posted about the cessation of my getting-a-flat-abdomen program. I began eating all food I want and crave for, from here on out. Rice is included on my menu. I savour BR's brownie-ala-mode almost every week. But I am so proud that I was able to completely ditch carbonated drinks.

I try to be healthy once in a while. If indolence (which I am in a relationship with, Lol!) does not strike me, I do sit ups and leg raise. Additionally, I discovered a very healthy drink, which I am certain that most of you know about it. I followed Mariel Rodriguez on instagram. I admire her for being very health-oriented. She always posts a picture of a fruit-veggie juice she makes. I've been seeing this kind of juice on some wellness sites. I thought this would be good for my parents' health, and so I bought a juicer. Eventually, I joined them. Most of the combinations I create suck at tastes. They usually taste like herbs or even like grass. I have yet to discover fruit-veggie mixture that would tastefully dive on my tongue. I do prepare infused water (spring water, organic cucumber, lemon, organic mint,and lime), too. Try these drinks! They are good for the body.

I want to be in shape again. I am planning to flatten this bulgy stomach anew, not right now. Later this year, perhaps. In the meantime, imma firmly stick to preparing and consuming healthy food, with a sinful nibble. I hope I will be able to bring it off. Lol! 

Hopeless & Helpless

I don't live in poverty. I did not lose a loved one. No one left me. I do not dwell in a place bombarded with guns and tanks. My problem cannot get even with world dilemma, not even half of it. But why do I feel so hopeless and helpless?

I've been feeling a deep sense of sadness within me lately. Things do not fall into place. Every little thing does not compromise on my fundamental plans/preference. It just sucks that what I assiduously plan for would eventually get jeopardized. This frequently happens.

Many priorities are in my bucket; priorities that adjoins snags. I do not know which to pull out first. Time management is not the solution, I tell you. I try to put right amount of time on each priority, but a hindrance always blossoms along the way. Always...

I am a shallow person. Smallest things can curve up my straight face. But right now, I wanna be hugged tightly or be patted. I feel like I am alone despite the company of my family and friends. There are moments where I would go to the comfort  room or bedroom only to silently weep tears of the blues.

I am lost. I do not know where this wheel of fate will take me, where I will land, and how much more I can stand. God sure wants to tell me something which I have yet to learn about. May this misery be worthwhile.