Tuesday, July 23, 2013

Productive Day Off

Ramadan Mubarak, everyone! Since this month is very holy and essential, people need to fast and spend more time reaching Almighty Allah. For this reason, working hours are shortened. Like for us, we just work from 10 in the morning 'til 4 in the afternoon. This makes me become amazingly productive.

I am your Pinky Maid.

July 19, 2013 was a day off. I was not able to catch a lot of Zzzz, yet I was in high spirits to do some chores. A night before that, I planned to help mama do the laundry so papa would just take a rest as he was fasting. Unfortunately, I woke up at around 10-ish and learned that clothes were hung on a clothesline already. So, I just picked up the vacuum's plug and cleaned the room I shared with my little sister.

The flat we are presently renting in Saudi Arabia is very old and small. It only has 2 bedrooms, a kitchen, and a bathroom. Investing a lot of money for a temporary dwelling is not practical.

You may think it is easy to clean such a poky bedroom. But definitely it ain't for someone who has many stuffs, like me. It is kind of hard to place and organize my girly stuffs. I sorted dangling earrings from regular ones, long necklaces from short ones, bracelets from watches and arranged my clothes by color. Shoes were not moved because they are placed outside the room.





By the way, my little sister helped me with this task. Well, I actually forced her to do so. Lol! She was the one who dusted the stuffed toys and embellished a small part of the wall with cutesy stickers. I am not into these toys, but I do have 6 that I sweetly treasure. 2 of them were even shipped from Philippines to Riyadh, the other 2 were included in my luggage during a trip, and 2 were left. Their names are Petunia, Bugs Bunny, Fiorelli, Butterflee, Polywrath, and an angry bird. Lol! Kind of corny, IKR?




These pink netbook and tablet are abandoned. I was using them way back college. After a year, I tried to turn them on. Gladly, they still function.


My productive day did not just end there. After dusting and sorting, I opted to flex my muscles. I had a 30-minute cardio, 200-rep squats, and 200-leg raises. Having done those deadly exercises, I craved for pancakes. T'was my first time to make some, thus, they got burnt like expected. I asked myself after seeing the result, "How many more pancakes will get burnt until I accomplish a perfect one?" I'm going to learn the answer this Friday. Teehee!





It is holy month of Ramadan, so I ended this day by watching a youtube video. A very good chum forwarded its link: "Fasting Without Taqwa? SHOCKER! | Ustadh Nouman Ali Khan".

It feels so great that I can be productive once in a while, despite being busy at work. Well, I may consider it a fulfillment because I know how tight I embrace laziness. Haha! Way to go, Annie!



Sunday, July 14, 2013

Snaplove





Gulpe De Gulat


Nakausap ko 'yung matalik kong kaibigan, para ko na nga siyang kapatid e. Tawang-tawa ako nang naisambit niya 'yung salitang "gulpe de gulat". Gulat nga rin ako na may ganung phrase pala na nage-exist. Malamang mage-exist siya kasi nangyayari sa totoong buhay eh. Pero hindi ko alam kung akma ba 'yung mga salitang 'yun sa nangyayari sa akin ngayon... Ay! Noon pala.

May nalaman ako. Natuklasan ko 'yung konting katotohanan. Hindi buo, pero ayos na sa akin 'yun. Hindi naman ako yayaman dun pero sobrang saya ko nung nalaman ko 'yun eh! Saglitang saya lang kasi bigla kong naisip... Eto 'yung masayang katotohanan na hindi mo na pwedeng panghawakan. Ay mali! Kahit pala malaman ko ng mas maaga o sobrang aga pa (kahit malaman ko 'yun habang fetus pa ako), hindi ko parin pwedeng panghawakan kasi wala rin namang magbabago.

Gusto kong idetalye para maintindihan ninyong mga nagbabasa. Sigurado ako makakaramdam kayo ng tawa at pagkagulat. Kaso hindi pwede eh!

Anlaking pasasalamat ko doon sa kaibigan ko. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag! OA ba?! Hindi naman siguro, kasi antagal ko ng gustong ilabas eh. Hindi ko lang alam kung sino ang tamang taong pagsasabihan ko 'non. Kung sino ang makakasagot nito: "Will I ever get to heaven with you?Will I ever breathe the air that you do? Will I ever touch the angels? Will they fly? Will I ever? " Pilitin mo nalang i-connect sa topic.

Ang naiisip ko ngayon... Kahit hindi ko panghahawakan 'yung katotohanang 'yun, masaya narin ako kasi nalaman ko na hindi pala nag-iisa 'yung puso ko noon. Wow! Puso?! Paano na-involve ang puso dito? Lol! Ganito nalang... Hindi pala ako nag-iisa. Parehas pala kami ng nararamdaman para sa isa't isa. Hindi na nga lang pwede...

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Bewilderment

I feel like I've been riding on a roller coaster lately... A very fast roller coaster with several towering loops and has a super steep steel angle in the midst- that when it drops, my heart fumbles. There are moments that tickle me. Sometimes, it makes me nervous. Sometimes, I feel like crying. But mostly, this roller-coaster-ride-feeling scares the beejeezus out of me.

Random things have been unexpectedly happening to me, be it on my career or on a personal level. Someone asked me, "How do you feel? What is it?". I just answered, "You know it. You get me. Alam mo naman yun, 'di ba? 'Di ba? Balu mu naman ita." I wish I could provide much details about it, but I myself cannot explain how I feel. All I know is it affects me... Big time!

When the sun fills up my room and its ray beams down on the fleshy part of my face, my heart automatically chirks up. I feel happy. I feel inspired. I feel loved. But when stars start to form constellation, my mind starts to wonder that it eventually leads to bewilderment. I ditch these lonely puzzling nights most of the time and just utter "I'm fine with this". But I cannot be this for a long time. Time will come that I need to get out of this comfort zone. I need to decide. Which to choose... Where to go...

I am keeping my fingers crossed and hoping that this roller coaster is worth the ride.

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