Thursday, February 14, 2013

To Tom From Angela

Dear Tom,

I've tried to tell you this, but I could not. I've felt scared. Or maybe I've felt shy. Or it could be I felt guilty. I do not have the courage to say this to you so I am writing you this...

I always get annoyed when you suddenly tickle me or kiss my cheek in front of other people and you still laugh at me. Did I ever say that I get fuzzy from inside?
I always get toe cramps because of wearing high heels all the time and you are there to massage my feet. When was the last time I said you are a gentleman?
You always hold me close and say "please stay here a little longer" but I never granted that request. Did I ever mention that I love to be with you always and all ways?
I always complain about how big my eye bags are and you are there to tell me that I am still beautiful. When was the last time I said you are sweet?
I always mock the spaghetti and bread rolls you cook for me and I would just see you pulling a face at the corner. Did I ever mention that you cook so well?
You always try to get home early after your gig so I would not be worried but still I get mad at you. When was the last time I said you are very tolerant?
I love baby talks when I please you and eventually force you to do the same way. You tried so hard to talk like a baby and I insult you. Did I ever say you look so cute when you do so?
You are willing to drive the whole city just to give me the impossible-to-find food I crave for and I get upset if you do not find it. When was the last time I said you are thoughtful?
I rise my voice to you when I am being stubborn then you would grab my hand to kiss it and say "Angela, please stop?" with your soft voice. When was the last time I said you are patient?
I get irritated when I get jealous of a girl or even when you get jealous of a guy, but either way, you are still the one who apologizes. When was the last time I said you are the only one?

One time, I called you stupid. But I was definitely wrong. I am the one who is stupid. I am self-centered. I only care for myself and you care so much about me. I can be the most stubborn girl but you can be the sweetest guy in this world. Despite the patience and kindness you've been showing me, I chose to hurt you. I just focused on your flaws and overlooked all beautiful things about you. I am sorry. I am sorry if I stopped appreciating you. I am sorry if I stopped thanking you. But you gotta remember that I never stopped loving you. You are a wonderful person, Tom. You are...

Love,
Angela

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