Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Letter to the girl who'll love him next


To the girl who'll love him next,

Tonight, I stumbled across old photos. I asked myself, "What if one day I see a picture of you and him?"

I know you will come into his life anytime soon. Perhaps, after a year, or a few months... But is it okay if I ask you to please don't come too soon? Because honestly... I am not ready yet. I am not ready to see him being with you. I am not ready to see him smile because of you. I guess, in a way, never will I be, despite all things have happened.

But he deserves all the happiness in the world. So, one of these days, I know you will finally meet each other. Sure, you will fall in love with him for he is the most amazing person. Before his world completely revolves around you, please allow me to say these things to you...

He is a busy person who works at night. Both of you might work opposite shifts. Don't get mad if he does not text you on breaks or once he arrives home. He feels tired and sleepy that he goes to bed right away. Don't forget to remind him to take his vitamins for he always forgets.

He is very hardworking and goal-oriented. However, there are times that he needs to slow down. Invite him to unwind on weekends. Perhaps, drive to some surf spots. He's been wanting to try surfing.

Generosity is the best thing you will see in him. He will do anything for anyone. He doesn't say no. Please do not take advantage of that.

Are you a ticklish person? He will fondle your tummy until he falls asleep. I do not know why but it's the sleeping habit he formed. Control your giggles, so you won't wake him up.
He will sometimes get jealous. Kiss him to let him know he is loved.

Could you please cook seafood pasta for him? It's something he had been requesting me to cook but never granted. Just put some chili powder 'coz he loves spicy.

He makes an effort. Too much effort that he'll pursue you avidly, even you two already got the official title. If he has to drive for 4 hours just to be with you, he will. Don't be surprised if you'll see him handing you your midnight cravings.

When you feel insecure, he will reassure you that you're beautiful. When painful circumstances come about, he will give you a safe haven. He will not make you feel less, but he will make you feel loved.

In this rapacious world, he was able to prove love can be unconditional. And you're lucky because you'll be receiving his unconditional love.

I’m sorry for all of the baggage I have left him with. You may not be his first, but I pray that you'll be his last. Yes, it's a painful wish, but I don't want to see him in tears again because that will hurt me more. I beg you never to hurt him.

I swear that once you have him, you’ll never have to ask God for anything ever again. Please take care of him.


Sincerely,
The girl from his past

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