Bliss

Beautiful full moon, warm winds from the east, and a blue running lake... A very very serene paradise.This is just a perfect place and a right time to sit beside you and lay my head on your shoulder. No words need to be spoken. Just listening to each other's heartbeat as we wait for the clock to strike 12 would surely bring us colossal bliss.

Let us both say farewell to 2012, and say hello to 2013 with our hands tied together. It is a new year, a new beginning.

(Another digital drawing I made. Lemme just remind you that I am a novice and just having fun.)

Elusion

Years have passed but her feet are still standing in this place...

The place where he and she first uttered the word "hello",

The place where they had their first dance,

The place where he first touched her forehead with his lips,

The place where dreams were first made,

The place where vows were first heard,

And the place where their tears first fell...

Consistently standing for several years,

Firm little feet are losing their might.

That - she cannot wait for it.

Please be frail and elude the place soon.

(P.S. I drew and digitally painted the picture. NOOB ALERT, I know, but I am proud of my art. =D How would you interpret this picture?)

Inconsistent Effort

Firstly, I blog. I don't show off po. Thank you po! :)
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Some days I'm on the go and other times I don't give a hoot. Like any other people who seek a good body shape, I'm struggling...

I am not wishing for a perfect body shape. Neither do I dream of gaining the physique of a Victoria Secret Angel. A flat abdomen is all I want. I don't need abs. I don't need to be ripped. I just want to be healthy and fit and at the same time, sit without getting fat rolls. For this reason, I exercise at home. I bought some fitness equipment. I used to go to the gym, but when I started to hold down a job, I lacked the time to hit the place. If I have the strength and wee hours, I do the session. Anyway, I ain't giving advice here. This lady with big hips is not in the right shoe to do that. Like what I always do, I share my experience.

It was hard at first and is getting even harder day by day because I was advised not to settle for the same routine. I need to make those exercises intense gradually and progressively. For instance, I began doing the planks and squats 3 days ago. Presently, my legs hurt big time! It ain't easy.

There were few things that I had to sacrifice, like my fave food binge. I stopped consuming white rice, especially during lunch and dinner. I take brown rice every breakfast to boost energy. Getting rid of chocolates and ice cream is the hardest part for a person with a sweet-tooth like me. Before, dessert had to be served after meal. Now, I try to munch only 4 chocolate bars in a month and soy milk is my second course. By the way, I am now trying to eat veggies which usually make me throw up. Kudos to me!

Neither do I want to be skinny nor voluptuous. I like to be buxom but with a flat tummy. Currently, my biggest hitches are my love handles and lower abdomen. Unfortunately, I ain't giving my 100%. There are days that I am totally free but my bed seems softly pulling me back. This is probably the reason why I just got thin and muscles toned up only a bit. Sometimes, I browse my old photos and/or join blogs/articles online to be motivated.

I know, I will accomplish this goal. I just need extra effort and self-discipline. I'll keep my fingers crossed until December 2013.

(Sorry, not in workout clothes. This is the best thing about exercising at home, you can wear any kind of clothing. This picture doesn't show my hips because they are kinda annoying. I swear.)

Check on my previous blog and see "before" picture: Can I have you back?

Kuya Timmy Tummy

 

His almond-shaped eyes are always joyful. He loves his curly hair as much as he loves the roller-coaster-loop of life. Everyone gets tamed once he flexes the muscles of his flubby cheeks.

He is into photography and the talent is really amazing. I don't consider his works as a "simple art", but I see them as "life", unable to move for the time freezes. All images seem to be vérité. His hands are magical. He can capture your visage at its best.

Yes, he is not like other boys who are tall and hunky but he can do everything they can, except for one thing - hurt a woman's heart. He will never ever do this. He has a big respect for every girl he meets. Like me... He treats me like a princess in a red kirtle.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KUYA TIMMY TUMMY! WE LOVE YOU!

Threshold of Chance

My door has been opened for a long time, waiting for a changed man to step in. Some gentlemen knocked. They wanted to cross the threshold of chances but no one received a nod

Autumn came. Clovers withered. No one has seen your shadow.

Winter is here. Cold wind continuously entering my room. The cold nippiness freezes my flesh and bones but does not benumb my beating heart. Your warm caress is what I need, not this dark trench coat draped around me.

But my dearest, I can no longer stay inside. I should be the one to cross the threshold and go. New season will come soon. Sun will shine. Clovers will blossom. People will waltz around. And I want to be joyous. I have to... I deserve to have my life back.

Farewell, my dear.