I hate this feeling...

I started blogging this at exactly 12:09 a.m.

Beforehand, I checked the calendar. It was already May 21, 2011. That means I only have 16 days left to stay in Riyadh. I felt sad, of course. I'll get back to the Philippines and will be away from my family again. Plus, school starts soon. Being away from them increases college stress and pressure. Homesickness kills me!

I was updating my facebook page when suddenly I received a notification. Rhian tagged me in his post that says Jeric, our bestfriend, flew in from Japan. I was so glad to hear the news that vanished my sadness for a while. I was like "Finally, SUPER FRIENDS will be together".

After few minutes, Rhian sent a group message informing us that his visa for Canada is in his hands already. He will fly to Canada to be with her mom by end of June. I felt like a sack of rice dropped on me. Seriously!

And now, I really feel so sad. I'm happy for my friend for he will be with her mom soon after waiting for some years. He is going to stay there and we will just see him after 4-5 years or 'til he becomes a Canadian citizen. But the thing is, he is one of the few people in the Philippines who really makes me happy while I'm not with my family. Unfortunately, he will leave...

Jeric does the same thing as Rhian does. Thus, I'm gonna feel sad too when he leaves, but he takes a vacation in the country every year and Japan is near. So, it is not that heavy for me.

After 16 days, I'm going to return to the Philippines. But while being away from my family, I will make sure that I have college diploma in my hands when I see them again. =) And about my super friends? I'll spend the whole month of June with them. Distance has nothing to do with our friendship and closeness. =)